fuck roadrunner

don't have a cable (or a wireless) yet. the fucking company is busy. but elif's computer found a wireless which mine didn't. illegal sneaking into the web is not fun. i want to spend hrs and hrs.
anyway hope i'll get myself connected soon!

feeling in my stomach

after a week in didim time has come to say goodbye to istanbul. one week isn't enough to say goodbye to this big city. also saying goodbye means saying hello to new anxieties: will i be able to study hard after weeks of laziness? how will my cinema class go? what about the master's exam? applications? how to cope with binghamton as a city?
on the other hand living with elif, meeting my friends and professors will be fun.
but one thing is for certain i love turkey, i love istanbul, i love my family and friends and i will miss them.