90s best

this list goes out to all now!that's what i call music generation.
(i've also ranked them out of 5- to categorize their emotional impact when you listen to them now)



la bomba Azul azul 5/5 (can still dance to it)
Coco jamboo Mr. President 2/5 (listened to it too much)
Whatta man Salt'n'peppa & En vogue 4/5 (sound really fresh)
Dont Turn Around Ace Of Base 5/5 (i think the best ace of base)
King Of My Castle Wamdue Project 4/5 (used to burn the dance floor)
All That She Wants Ace Of Base 4/5 (despite hearing it too much it's still touching)
I Saw The Sign Ace Of Base 5/5 (the part where the vocals tone changes in the last refrain is ingenious)
Saturday Night Whigfield 5/5 (probably the cheesiest song and vocals one could ever come across to)
You're Never Gonna En Vogue 5/5 (thanks ladies for your inspirational songs)
Free Your Mind En Vogue 5/5 (classic)
gangsters paradise Coolio 5/5 (the only song which has first sentence in the lyrics memorized by everyone)
Mr Boombastic Shaggy 4/5 ( slower than i remember)
What's Up 4 Non Blondes 2/5 (i could never truly like this song)
Things Can Only Get Better D:Ream 4/5 (truly gay)
return to innocence Enigma 3/5 (will put you to sleep)
What is Love Haddaway 5/5 (i like how he is so mad)
Fairground Simply Red 4/5 (simply red is the measure of how much you are turning into your mother)
Here Comes The Hotstepper Ini Kamoze 3/5 (nothing special, but really stupid lyrics)
Moving on Up M People 4/5 (fresh sounding)
Boom-shack-a-lak Apache Indian 5/5 (extreme fun)
Spaceman Babylon Zoo 5/5 (cant make sense of the lyrics though, intergalactic christ, images of fascist votes?)
Suicide Blonde Inxs 5/5 (perfect)
Rhythm Is A Dancer Snap 5/5 (dancable)
Something Got Me Started Simply Red 5/5 (really good simply red song)
Oh Carolina Shaggy 5/5 (cheers you up)
Mr. Loverman Shaba Ranks 3/5 (boring, but shaba part is funny still)
No Limit 2 Unlimited 4/5 (one insistent song)
Another Night Real McCoy 5/5 (i remembered it so fresh that it sounds perfect now)
Rhythm of the Night Corona 4/5 (same ole)

weekend mornings

it feels like the weekends i had years ago when i used to wake up really early and spent hours in my bed, finishing books and eating chocolate, while waiting for mom and dad to wake up, so we could have a large breakfast.
interesting how that feeling persists, although i know i will never experience it exactly the same way.

suddenly

"Suddenly" is familiar to you by now.
It stealthily approaches from behind; it often heralds its approach before it actually appears. The anxiety is excruciating. You have an increasing perception of evil behind your back. It is as if a horde of invisible spirits had entered behind you, and you turn to the woman in charge with the plea:
"Madam, would you mind shutting the door? It makes me nervous. I don't like sitting with my back to the door."
Everyone laughs. You also laugh: as if "Suddenly" did not exist!

St. Petersburg, Andrey Biely

things left to do

i finished my papers, some people might claim they are first drafts but they are wrong.



all that is left to do is: write final exam for students, read their exams and papers, cancel stuff like nysg, time warner, shop a bit, pack and play tennis!!

not so bad.

games, kicking

when elif came to my room today and asked me to play the game called kicking vern, i realized that the house i'm living in might be in fact



an insane asylum, and the real me is a mental patient hallucinating about me who is a ph.d student. (who by the way got an A in M.A. exam).



people living with are insane, seriously and that's pabst in vern's hand. my new friend.



need to write the negri paper.